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So, I know people on both tumblr and dA that have gone through (and are still going through) depression and anxiety and I hope I'm not ruining everyone's Friday by telling my experience.
I wrote this for a scholarship, for the category of personal memoir. I've never written this experience down until now, because it was (still is) very painful for me. I want to share because I think it will be cathartic. Hopefully. It just feels good to tell someone.
Please read, and if anyone feels how I felt please don't follow my example and actually get real (sympathetic) help. Whether it be professional or talking to a friend, please just get help.
esmeraldanacho1776.tumblr.com/…
I wrote this for a scholarship, for the category of personal memoir. I've never written this experience down until now, because it was (still is) very painful for me. I want to share because I think it will be cathartic. Hopefully. It just feels good to tell someone.
Please read, and if anyone feels how I felt please don't follow my example and actually get real (sympathetic) help. Whether it be professional or talking to a friend, please just get help.
esmeraldanacho1776.tumblr.com/…
Ten Years On or A Fangirl Grows Up
Hello there, beautiful. Ten years ago, I was a lonely bullied autistic teen who loved Regular Show so much, I stopped lurking on my favorite social media and actually starting posting. This lead to me finding some of the most talented, friendly, kooky people on the internet. I will always be so thankful for that. Now I'm a mostly happy autistic almost 30 year old who still loves Regular Show, but now my concerns are on writing my own original works and planning my wedding as of 3 days ago. I love you if you're still in the RS fandom; looking through my breadcrumbs from the past. I love you if you've left fandom life all together. I love you if you're a random person coming across my silly post with no damn clue what I'm talking about. Life goes on and on and on and it doesn't slow down for anybody. So enjoy yourself. And try not to get bogged down in the details. And be kind to others. Especially the person in the mirror. Please. Please. Love, EsmeraldaNacho1776, J. Avery
Hello Again
TW Depression, Self Loathing
Hey! It's been too long. :) Basically I'm saying a quick hello to ya'll and telling you that I will continue to post fics, but I highly recommend reading them either on fanfiction.net (my username is J.Avery) or my tumblr (esmeralda-nacho1776) under the mordeson tag, or on my AO3, which I'll link to at a later date. Sorry for slacking.
2014 was not kind to me at all. Long story short a break up made me depressive/pushed me into a very violent self loathing state of mind. I'm ashamed of it actually. But life goes on, I fell in love with someone better and I am much much much happier.
There's fanfiction to be wri
Expla. of 'And We Hollered Out Clementine'
I'm a total dissection of my fic above, because some folks are still a little confused by it. Not to worry, all things shall be revealed.
For a keen eye for details, the truth shall prevail!
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https://www.twodollarclick.com/index.php?ref=javery
click if you want but this is more a reference point for my family/close friends to be directed to.
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